1/6/09

My teeth hurt today.
As i stare into the screen of this monster
my spine curls uncomfortably

I should have a cigarette dangle from my hand
It makes me more creative
But, I'm inside,
and thats not allowed

Blond hairs curtain my face
they inhibit my vision
and hide my true feelings on
"the situation"
whatever that may be

alone and being alone are so far apart
right now I am being alone
it's not too bad
it gives me time
to do those things that I want to do

Being alone is very different
I will be alone in March
then who knows what
will happen to me,
what will I do with all my time
Maybe I will just go mad
or maybe trouble will find me
again....

It's not so bad
if you get used to it quick